Leaving the past in the past and changing now

Ask   19 years. NYC. Trying to overcome food issues and lose some inches healthily.

Height: 5'4" . SW 141.3 . CW: 139.2
140 . 137 . 134 . 131 . 128 . 125


Ciao!

So, I don’t think I’m going to update this blog anymore. I’m not generally a self-conscious person, but looking at thinspo makes me feel shitty about myself and that’s no way to make changes. 

Last year, I was able to change my eating habits after I read Naturally Thin by Bethenny Frankel. It really worked for me, and I was happy. Far happier than I am now, miserably slaving over thinspo, which has done nothing positive for me. I had a few slip ups and I thought that it meant that it wasn’t working for me, but I realize now that they were set backs, not failure.

I’ve changed my eating habits before, I can do it again. This time, I know that it’s impossible for me to fail. 

I truly hope you all are able to find peace with your eating habits and body image, and break free of this. You have control. You CAN do this.
Mucho love! <3

— 5 months ago
It&#8217;s sometimes difficult for me to remember that I&#8217;m not alone or to know how to include someone else in my thoughts, but I really am trying.

It’s sometimes difficult for me to remember that I’m not alone or to know how to include someone else in my thoughts, but I really am trying.

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— 5 months ago with 1669 notes
So I’m currently drinking my first green tea in years

It simultaneously tastes like grass and is deliciously tasty… I don’t understand this.

— 5 months ago
vejehh-deactivated20111211 asked: You were right, it is Victoria secrets PINK :)


Answer:

Ah horray! I seriously wish I had the entire collection, that stuff is fabulous.

— 5 months ago
I think this might mean the color pink, but the first thing I thought of was Victoria&#8217;s Secret PINK&#8230;You know when you read and write a word too many times and it doesn&#8217;t look like a word anymore? Pink pink pink pink. See? Not a word. 

I think this might mean the color pink, but the first thing I thought of was Victoria’s Secret PINK…

You know when you read and write a word too many times and it doesn’t look like a word anymore? Pink pink pink pink. See? Not a word. 

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— 5 months ago with 2 notes